*OnyxWildcat

So... Been forever since I’ve been on the net. Due to, moving out into a new place, which happens to be nice and cozy in its own right. One bedroom, air conditioning works...upstairs, cool neighbors. There’s no old hag of a bitch next door screaming at me to shut up just because I was on the phone at 9pm. (Yea, she was a real bread-winner) I would have loved to have taken her fucking head off right before I moved out... *sighs* But alas...

Anyhoo... Work sucks, really hoping to find something actually Worth going to everyday. (Retail is the Devil my friends) Working where I work...tends to be fun at times, and yet... Most days I want to run screaming into heavy traffic.

I have, however, been playing Jade Empire on my XBOX 360 for the last week or so. Friggin’ addictive game. It’s awesome^_^. I’ve already played and beaten it, but I decided to play it all over again because the story line is truly that amazing.

*que spooky music*
I’m sitting here at my Dad’s place, very happy to be away from the chaos of my mundane life (Oxy Moron?) and will in the next few minutes, start writing something... I don’t care what. It’s been too damned long since I’ve wrote anything that didn’t consist of random, endless thoughts in my leather-bound(sp?) journal.

I’ve also been reading like crazy. I’ve now read FireStarter, IT, Pet Semetary, the Mist, Cell, Night Shift(Collection of Stephen King’s Short Stories). And now I’m currently working on Salem’s Lot. Yeah...I know... I’m hooked. I love Stephen King. The man is a freakin’ genius.

His work has actually been giving me all kinds of screwed up ideas for an original I have yet to write. What I find interesting is that his style of writing is a lot like my own. And I didn’t realize this until I actually sat down and started reading his work. Which is kinda cool...in a weird kinda way lol.

*grumbles thinking about work*

I’m just done with being retail’s bitch and want to do something that not only pays well enough to keep me alive, but that has a good feel to it. Something that even after one helluva long day, makes me feel damned good about myself. Something that may drain my ass emotionally and physically...when I get home and crash on the couch... I have a little smile on my face, excited about the next day.

I know...it’s asking a lot, but I fuckin’ deserve it. (At least I like to think so.) I want something that actually stimulates my mind, keeps me on my toes and is more positive in the long-run rather than all the negative baggage I feel hovering over me at my current job.

I just need to find it.

Got a fire lit under my ass and now I’m actually looking forward to the challenge of getting to where I need to be.

I may not get there right away, but damn...I can’t wait.

Alright...enough of my mindless ramblings...

Onyx